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"lanthe, dearest, see! how dim that ray!
How lovely 'tis to look so far away!
She seem'd not thus upon that autumn eve
I left her gorgeous halls - nor mourn'd to leave.
That ese - that eve - I should remember well
The sun-ray dropp'd, in Lemnos, with a spell
On th' Arabesque carving of a gilded hall
Wherein I sate, and on the draperied wall
And on my eye-lids - О the heavy light!
How drowsily it weigh'd them into night!
On flowers, before, and mist, and love they ran
With Persian Saadi in his Gulistan:
But
– I slumber'd - Death, the while,
Stole o'er my senses in that lovely isle
So softly that no single silken hair
Awoke that slept - or knew that he was there.
The last spot of Earth's orb I trod upon
Was a proud temple call'd the Parthenon
More beauty clung around her column'd wall
Than ev'n thy glowing bosom beats withal,
And when old Time my wing did disenthral
Thence sprang I - as the eagle from his tower,
And years I left behind me in an hour.
What time upon her airy bounds I hung
One half the garden of her globe was flung
Unrolling as a chart unto my view
Tenantless cities of the desert too!
lanthe, beauty crowded on me then,
And half I wish'd to be again of men."
"My Angelo! and why of them to be?
A brighter dwelling-place is here for thee
And greener fields than in yon world above,
And woman's loveliness - and passionate love."
"But, list, Ianthe! when the air so soft
Fail'd, as my pennon'd spirit leapt aloft,
Perhaps my brain grew dizzy - but the world
I left so late was into chaos huri'd
Sprang from her station, on the winds apart,
And roll'd, a flame, the fiery Heaven athwart.
Methought, my sweet one, then I ceased to soar
And fell - not swiftly as I rose before,
But with a downward, tremulous motion thro'
Light, brazen rays, this golden star unto!
Nor long the measure of my falling hours,
For nearest of all stars was thine to ours
Dread star! that came, amid a night of mirth,
A red Daedalion on the timid Earth.
"We came - and to thy Earth - but not to us
Be given our lady's bidding to discuss:
We came, my love; around, above, below,
Gay fire-fly of the night we come and go,
Nor ask a reason save the angel-nod
_She_ grants to us, as granted by her God
But, Angelo, than thine grey Time unfurl'd
Never his fairy wing o'er fairier world!
Dim was its little disk, and angel eyes
Alone could see the phantom in the skies,
When first Al Aaraaf knew her course to be
Headlong thitherward o'er the starry sea
But when its glory swell'd upon the sky,
As glowing Beauty's bust beneath man's eye,
We paus'd before the heritage of men,
And thy star trembled - as doth Beauty then!"
Thus, in discourse, the lovers whiled away
The night that waned and waned and brought no day.
They fell: for Heaven to them no hope imparts
Who hear not for the beating of their hearts.
(1829-1845)
8.
ИЗ ПОЭМЫ "АЛЬ-ААРАФ"ГИМН НЕСЭСИ
"Дух! ты, кто в высоте,
Там, где в эфире ясном
Равно по красоте
Ужасное с прекрасным!
Где твердь завершена,
Где грань орбитам звездным,
Откуда плыть должна
Звезда назад по безднам!
Где твой предел святой,
Незримый лишь кометам,
Наказанным судьбой
За грех пред вечным светом,
Несущим пламя в даль,
Луч алый преступленья
И вечную печаль,
Вовек без промедленья!
Мы знаем: ты - во всем!
Ты - в вечности: мы верим!
Но на челе твоем
И тень - мы чем измерим?
Друзья весны моей
Хранили убежденье,
Что вечности твоей
Мы, в малом, отраженье.
Но все, как ты решил;
Звезда моя далеко.
И путь ей меж светил
Твое казало око.
Здесь мне мечтой взнестись
К тебе, что - путь единый:
В твою святую высь
Или в твои глубины.
Твой рок мне возвещен
Фантазией священной,
Пока не станет он
Открыт для всей вселенной!"
(1924)
Перевод В. Брюсова
9. TO
1
Should my early life seem,
(As well it might), a dream
Yet I build no faith upon
The king Napoleon
I look not up afar
For my destiny in a star:
2
In parting from you now
Thus much I will avow
There are beings, and have been
Whom my spirit had not seen
Had I let them pass me by
With a dreaming eye
If my peace hath fled away
In a night - or in a day
In a vision - or in none
Is it therefore the less gone?
3
I am standing 'mid the roar
Of a weather-beaten shore,
And I hold within my hand
Some particles of sand
How few! and how they creep
Thro' my fingers to the deep!
My early hopes? no - they
Went gloriously away,
Like lightning from the sky
At once - and so will I.
4
So young? ah! no - not now
Thou hast not seen my brow,
But they tell thee I am proud
They lie - they lie aloud
My bosom beats with shame
At the paltriness of name
With which they dare combine
A feeling such as mine