Part I. Law of Inertia

I’ve Never Seen a War Before

Yeah, I’ve seen your kind beforeA long, long time agoIn my pastIt was just a gameWhether you win or loseIt’s a joyYou shoot someone – somebody diesYou pierce someone – if feels alrightRemember how my mother wereWith iron will and eyes of coalThe way she asked to stayWho’ll wash away the gore?But I don’t play it anymoreAnd now I’ve changed my mindWas so blind to findI’ve never seen a war before oh-ohAnd I’ve been walking through the streets but no one playsAnd I’ve been hiding in the church but no one praysAnd let me build a new home – no one adores meAnd let me drawn my lungs – no one loves meYeah, I’ve adored you tooBut I don’t understand youNow in my presentIt’s just a way of lifeWhether you win or loseIt’s still a joyYou tear someone – somebody criesYou nuke someone – no love tonightRemember how my father wereWith my thoughts and lazy soulThe way he asked to stayWho’ll be you fighting for?But I don’t play it anymoreAnd now I’ve changed my mindWas so blind to findI’ve never seen a war before oh-ohAnd I’ve been walking through the streets but no one playsAnd I’ve been hiding in the church but no one praysAnd let me build a new home – no one adores meAnd let me drawn my lungs – no one loves meWhat else can I hear or say?Come out and play againBut I don’t play it anymoreAnd now I’ve changed my mindWas so blind to findI’ve never seen a war before oh-ohAnd I’ve been walking through the streets but no one playsAnd I’ve been hiding in the church but no one praysAnd let me build a new home – no one adores meAnd let me drawn my lungs – no one loves meCan’t you hear, can’t you hear them sayingCome out and play againWhy can’t you come out and stay in your empty playground?Why can’t you come out and stay?

Godfather

It’s so hard nowIt’s so hard nowNow time has come, now time has come to go awayAnd if there’s something, little something – leave behindWhat goes around, still comes aroundAnd if there's a chance, a little chance – then come to meI'm waiting here to hold you tenderI'm waiting here in our placeIt's getting lonely, only lonely by the endAnd there's a sadness, a blue sadness in the airI’ve got to do the hardest thingIf only knew, I only knew the words to sayIf you are love, my only love – make no surpriseDon’t be so late, don’t be late to save me nowI’m so tired, so ugly tooIf only you, my lonely you was here to stayThat is the life with stars that shineThat is the life with love to findNow time has come, now time has come for me to dieAnd if there's a sun, a real sun behind the cloudsCome out to see me, please don't be so shyShine one more time, one last time and just for me

When is My Time?

When I was five years oldI knew I’d do the things the way I had been toldWhen I was at the peak of fameI knew I’d never meant to be the king of the gameWhen you survive in countless battlesWhen you blow up numerous kettlesHave you ever thought that you’d be dreaming?When is my time?La-la-la-la-la, la-laDa-da-da-da-da, da-daThen parents said“Boy, listen, you’re a manIn no way do you believe in fate”Yeah, that was late, too late, too late, too lateTo crush the head with all might’s weightWhen I’m sitting all aloneI realize I’ll be in prison in my modern dumb smartphoneWhen I’m sleeping without controlI know He’ll kick me in if I’m like a rolling ballWhen you don’t love and love is empressWhen you don’t hope and hope is deathlessDespair’s all around and in the questionWhen is my time?La-la-la-la-la, la-laDa-da-da-da-da, da-daWill you admit the simple truth?It’s not my time

The Hero

Blessed by Our Lord’s graceI won’t cut lonely children’s cordsMaybe a smile will light up pretty faceTheir orders are just empty wordsBut they applause more and moreYou’ve surely won that cold warAnd if the country needs a nameYou will be called The HeroCongratulationsYou’re the pride of the nationThe keeper of its spirit tooAt last, the truth is buriedIn the order that you madeOnce I thoughtI was a man who can uphold a dutyThe time I thoughtFound out her love was more than just a beautyI waged so many worthless warsNow I don’t get what took my soulRed sky above the fieldsThe country of fertile hills?But they applause more and moreYou’ve surely won that cold warAnd if the country needs a nameYou will be called The HeroMy life is like a nightmareWhen I watch TV and news are scaryFamine here, famine thereSomeone painted the city redI’m still alone in my bedNo one wants my moneyI used to be so funnyFor much too longForgive me, peopleI cannot bear this repentanceBut they applause more and moreYou’ve surely won that cold warAnd if the country needs a nameYou will be called The HeroBlindI feel it in my eyesWho would have ever known?The cure is being heroes

A Beautiful Girl

Each and every nightI’m sailing in my dreamsLooking for the ladyI’ve heard her voice beforePerfect body with a perfect faceIn dresses made of finest laceBecause of you no more friendsI’ve cut those loose endsShe’s a type of girls so hard to findA beautiful girl that always on my mindEach and every dayI’m waiting in the streetsLooking for the ladyI’ve sought her love beforeTender feelings are all aroundNo escape, I’m the houndSoftly spoken words I need to hearRelease your worst inner fearShe’s a type of girls so hard to findA beautiful girl that always on my mindFrom love to hate to love againTime after time and back to startDon’t know what you areBut who you areThe truth is oneSomeone to feelSomeone to loveSomeone to pray(Yeah, yeah, yeah)Someone like youBlue as ocean, more like skiesGolden hair suits the eyesMaybe odd but she’s like fireHit me with your best desireShe’s a type of girls so hard to findA beautiful girl that always on my mindAs legends sayWish you were here with meWish you were here with meWish you were here with me

Love Dread

Truth so sad – you’ll never learnSins so bad – you won’t forgiveIt’s so delightful when you dreamIt’s so disgraceful when you schemeCasting glancesCocking all the gunsI won’t stay alone when it’s deadNo, I won’t go, it’s just love dreadLove killerLove healerLove thrillerWhat should I do now?Love dealerLove weaverLove stealerWhat should I do next?Thoughts so wrong – you did your bestNights so long – you didn’t callIt’s so delicious when you careIt’s so outrageous when you swearHiding insultsRevving up the enginesI won’t stay alone when words are saidNo, I won’t go, it’s just love dreadLove killerLove healerLove thrillerWhat should I do now?Love dealerLove weaverLove stealerWhat should I do next?You may be as well smartYou’ll never be rightYou may put a helluva fightYou’ll never get your heart backI won’t stay alone with all the liesI’ve been fedNo, I won’t go, it’s just love dreadLove killerLove healerLove thrillerWhat should I do now?Love dealerLove weaverLove stealerWhat should I do next?Whether you’re an expert or a strangerAll you’ll be in love danger

In My Domain

In the place where I live and I learnThere are some stars, so many burnIn my domain, in this lonely nightTheir light for me seems not rightToo late, too late for homeToo late, too late for loveIn my bed she roamsYet death not comesSleep alone if you’re like a pawnSo shine upon until the dawnIn the place where we stay and we striveLove still exists, it’ll keep us aliveIn my domain, in this lovely nightTheir lights in me, I’ll continue the fightToo much, too much for prideToo much, too much for passionIn my bed she roamsYet death not comesSleep alone if you’re like a pawnSo shine upon until the dawn

Somebody, Please, Call Me a Freak

I rememberThose times were goodFor years I’ve been fedFor years I’ve been badFor years I’ve been sadAll the time I’ve been deadAlways loyal to the dark sideNever cared what people saidNever cared about themNever cared what I’ve doneNever cared about meMama taught me I’m ambitiousKilling all my dear friendsBut wait, isn’t life that vicious?Scumbag full of shitDisgrace to the parentsLabel you, don’t label usHow fair is this thing?So answer is I said enoughEnough with big high expectationFor never-ending educationI’m supposed not to be like thisSomebody, please, call me a freakCall me an ogreCause I’m your shameTreat me like a monsterCure the wrong withinI just wanna get something elseAll I need is my youthAll I need is abuseAll I need is confuseAnd I need no excuseJustifying this unholy warNever cared what people saidNever cared about themNever cared what I’ve doneNever cared about meShe once left me unconsciousWhining like a little bitchHey wait, how can’t I be ferocious?Damn your vain livesScapegoat for you allDoubt you, don’t doubt usWhy do you still exist?So answer is I paid enoughEnough insane rebel contributionTo a never-changing constitutionI’m supposed not to be like thisSomebody, please, call me a freakCall me an ogreCause I’m your shameTreat me like a monsterCure the wrong withinI don’t wanna be a patientAnd I don’t need your poor patienceNo patience in loveNo patience in battleNo patience in paradiseNo patience in fateAnd Hell awaitsNever cared what people saidNever cared about themNever cared what I’ve doneNever cared about meSomebody, please, call me a freakCall me an ogreCause I’m your shameTreat me like a monsterCure the wrong withinI am the awakened DevilRise, demonsHell awaits

Still

Still the rain is comingI don’t know whereStill looking for the truthI cannot bearStill the sun is shiningAbove my weary headStill sleeping with the boozeLonely in my bedAnd still, still, stillStill same voiceStill same thoughtsYet another beauty is bleeding out of loveFor you (for you)Still the wind is blowingMoving silver hairStill expecting fun and honorTime to play fairStill the moon is risingRinging like a bellStill approaching softlyAfraid to break the spellAnd still, still, stillStill same voiceStill same thoughtsYet another beauty is slipping far wayFrom you (from you)Still the snow is fallingBack to mother groundStill reflecting memoriesBody in a shroudAnd still, still, stillStill same voiceStill same thoughtsYet another beauty is wasting her youthBecause of you (because of you)And still, still, stillStill same voiceStill same thoughtsYet another beauty is making bitter loveTo you (to you)

The Darkest of Our Days

So what?Is it a world of rumors now?Then let my words flowNever seen their other countriesGot the best in the palm of my handNever seen blood on the soles of my shoesWho write in red in that yellow press?May I go on?May I carry on?Never seen a rotting corpseNever felt so starving to warsDrugs that make some livesHave I ever paved these trails?Back to meWhen I was punished for failsOh dear fellasBeen a human, not a soldierIs it a fortune to loseNot a country but the soul of it?Is it a way to chooseNot a state but an engine of greed?Gimme one more leadSew upChew upThrow awayChasing the elusive peaceWhat we forgot, what we’ll achievePouring poison with a kissPerhaps it is the time for us to leaveMay I go on?May I carry on?With all the wizards that are goneOur magic is bleeding, drowning in the StyxAre you fixing leaks?Gather those ungrateful pricksTears, tears, tearsPuddles like the darkest of our skiesFears, fears, fearsAmong the worst and smartest of our liesImagine those Shakespeare playsThrough the darkest of our days

Fate to Fade

All important thingsLimited by ageNumbers solve this crimeDust is our endI’ve climbed the highest mountainI’ve ruled the darkest fearsWith years, with dumber brainIt seems (it looks) more vainSlaves to the orderObedient childrenIs it really our fate?Our fate to fade?I’ve spent so many boring yearsDrawing a lucky ticketBig warm houseEternal loveAnd His wide smile acrossVanilla skyOh my MakerCan’t you say?How it ended this way?I’m olderI’m colderAnd I’m closer to the borderWell, I’ve crossed it anywayOdd primal rulesDisturbed by an echoBody scarred and the woundsAching to be freeI’ve shined the brightest kingdomI’ve eclipsed the very sunMy gun, my sword of justiceWon’t breed (won’t give) more peaceSlaves to the orderObedient childrenIs it really our fate?Our fate to fade?These dark waters pulling deeperSo lonely, so desertedOnly shadows float aroundSurface dwellers sure no betterHow can they live so upbeatWhen they’re just a meat?So mourned today, shroud tomorrowToo bad it is your time I borrowSlaves to the orderObedient childrenIs it really our fate?Our fate to fade?Oh my MakerCan’t you say?How it ended this way?I’m stupidI’m putridBut someone has got to do itHas to live no matter what